Monday, August 9, 2010

184.4! :)

Sooo, I had a nice sized post typed up and then blogger deleted it. :( Soo to sum it up:

I'm lower than i expected especially since this weeked i treated myself to foods i looove, but i didn't eat as much as i normally would have.

I'm skipping lunch today..I "forgot" to pack it. My mom and I are going to start walking together, as well as doing an ab workout together. :) I'm rather excited about that.

I'm going to make my goal weight for Christmas to be 130. I want to be at my ultimate goal weight of 120 by Valentines Day. I think those are both resonable, now I just need to figure it out, and get it down on paper as a reminder for me. :)

I'm going to go work on my goals....RIGHT NOW!

Friday, August 6, 2010

187.5

Well I guess being down by .5 is better than nothing. Really to lose the "average, healthy" 2-3 pounds a week, I guess I'm doing fine. I could be better, but as far as working out goes, I am very limited, due to my knees. But I plan on walking no matter what starting Sunday. I've been doing an ab workout, that I think I'm going to start doing both morning and night. That should help.

I'm really disappointed with myself that I didn't kick my weightloss plann into gear--back in the beginning of the summer, other wise I would have been very, very near my goal weight of 125 by August 16 (Senior Pictures!) But I suppose I will make due with what I got, since it's my only choice. By my graduation...I'm going to look stunning! :) Scratch that by Janurary I'm going to look stunning. I want to find a really sexy slim dress for prom this year :). I've also decided that I want to lower my UGW to 120. :) Eeeek! I'm so excited.

I haven't ate anything yet today! Which is pretty good considering that normally by 9 I feel as if I'm starving. I have a salad here for lunch. I'm going to over estimate 500 calories (a little cheese, ham, and banana peppers). The ham is 210 cals, cheese around 60, banana peppers 0! I have dressing I didn't measure it by I know it isn't over 290 cals. But I'll still say 500, its just easier that way, at least today.

I promise I'll be back later today with my update on my goals! Also, I have a facebook page now- Add me..I can't post the link now (facebook is being gay) but my name is "Spencer Moss" The display picture is the same as on here!

Peace.Love.Skinny-Spencer

Thursday, August 5, 2010

188

Alot has happened since my last post. First I was on vacation--I actually didn't do to horrible, but I definitely didn't do very good. Today when I finally had the nerve to weigh myself I was 188 even. I'm going to re-evaluate some goals a little bit, because I'm afraid I've thrown everything off. Ughh. :(

Ohh, and when I got back from vacation my mom had cleaned my room--liiike everywhere in my room. (I keep in my ana journal/thinspo diary behinde this little bookshelf thing) Yup it got moved. All the papers I had printed off, the journal, and diary we're all laying front and center on my bed. I didn't know what to do, so I simply threw it all away, and so far nothing has been said. I figure once school gets here I can get a new one and just keep it in my locker. Then I don't have to worry about my mom finding it. Ughh. My family watches Make It or Break It together, every week-- Well one of the girls is clearly struggling with a eating disorder, and i feel as if my mom is just staring into the back of my head...very ackward.

I'll post some more updated goals on here ASAP. I have more followers! Thanks guys!

Peace.Love.Skinny-Spencer